The Unspoken Love

                                

"Its not impossible to fall in love with your friend. Especially when all the time you are together. I know its not new with you but let me share with you this short life experience. Hope you like this.."

                  It was my first day of school. The life being a freshmen in a new Institution. New School, new faces, new teacher, meeting new friends and a new way of living. I had meet a lot of friends. Except for a one person whom i never expect that will touched myself a lot in different way. Code name(Garnet) At first, i don't give any importance for i don't even know who Garnet really is. Garnet is just a common person, humble,innocent look,silent type of person, boring to be with but very interesting. For i wasn't able to meet a person like Garnet before. I grow up exposed  with the community. For those persons who knows me. I am talkative, my speech has no ends when i start to talk. Opposite with Garnet. But with Garnet i able to listened and i learned to shut up every time she talked. Funny but its true.
                 We talk almost of the time. We started chatting sharing and exchanging our experiences back our high school life, our heartaches, first love even who is our first kiss, bad trips,Saturdays and Sundays experience. Laughter's but no tears we shared for months.Days past and months come, without any intention i felt something to Garnet. I keep on believing it was just a friendship. Until one day, I am so busy making my project for it must be past the day after tomorrow. I have no one else to asked some help but i need a hand to help me for  its a little bit hard. Surprisingly Garnet help me. It was almost 9 in the evening when my project is done. I invite Garnet some snacks. As we walk towards the bakery Garnet hold my hands and i don't even react for were just friends and its natural. We eat bread  and drink some cola,even we feel tired we able to  make a joke and laugh. I accompany Garnet waiting a jeep to drive her home. Before we says goodbye i give Garnet a goodnight kiss to her cheek. Day by day, Garnet kiss my face and i kiss her cheeks too. Its seems like M.U.. And still i interpret it without malisya. But then i found out my day never complete without seeing Garnet. I want  to talk Garnet all the time. I feel jealous every time i saw Garnet had somebody to chat. I miss the way Garnet touch, kiss, hugs, cares and even the way garnet call my name. And i guess this is what they called LOVE.
               Like the way i feel, i observed Garnet get jealous if i have somebody to talk to. And found out that i am enjoy with that person so much. I wanna confess it to Garnet what i really feel to give freedom of myself. But i have fear. Fear that tie me not to talked. Fear that my voice cant be answered. Fear that it can be destroy our friendship. I know we cant be more than just a friend. Who gonna fall in love with this  not good looking person, no jewels and nothing to be proud off.
              And this feeling  still left unspoken. Waiting the right time to come. Now Garnet found somebody. And i found someone to loved. Garnet is happy and i am happy. The important is were friends and we are still together.