The Unspoken Love

                                

"Its not impossible to fall in love with your friend. Especially when all the time you are together. I know its not new with you but let me share with you this short life experience. Hope you like this.."

                  It was my first day of school. The life being a freshmen in a new Institution. New School, new faces, new teacher, meeting new friends and a new way of living. I had meet a lot of friends. Except for a one person whom i never expect that will touched myself a lot in different way. Code name(Garnet) At first, i don't give any importance for i don't even know who Garnet really is. Garnet is just a common person, humble,innocent look,silent type of person, boring to be with but very interesting. For i wasn't able to meet a person like Garnet before. I grow up exposed  with the community. For those persons who knows me. I am talkative, my speech has no ends when i start to talk. Opposite with Garnet. But with Garnet i able to listened and i learned to shut up every time she talked. Funny but its true.
                 We talk almost of the time. We started chatting sharing and exchanging our experiences back our high school life, our heartaches, first love even who is our first kiss, bad trips,Saturdays and Sundays experience. Laughter's but no tears we shared for months.Days past and months come, without any intention i felt something to Garnet. I keep on believing it was just a friendship. Until one day, I am so busy making my project for it must be past the day after tomorrow. I have no one else to asked some help but i need a hand to help me for  its a little bit hard. Surprisingly Garnet help me. It was almost 9 in the evening when my project is done. I invite Garnet some snacks. As we walk towards the bakery Garnet hold my hands and i don't even react for were just friends and its natural. We eat bread  and drink some cola,even we feel tired we able to  make a joke and laugh. I accompany Garnet waiting a jeep to drive her home. Before we says goodbye i give Garnet a goodnight kiss to her cheek. Day by day, Garnet kiss my face and i kiss her cheeks too. Its seems like M.U.. And still i interpret it without malisya. But then i found out my day never complete without seeing Garnet. I want  to talk Garnet all the time. I feel jealous every time i saw Garnet had somebody to chat. I miss the way Garnet touch, kiss, hugs, cares and even the way garnet call my name. And i guess this is what they called LOVE.
               Like the way i feel, i observed Garnet get jealous if i have somebody to talk to. And found out that i am enjoy with that person so much. I wanna confess it to Garnet what i really feel to give freedom of myself. But i have fear. Fear that tie me not to talked. Fear that my voice cant be answered. Fear that it can be destroy our friendship. I know we cant be more than just a friend. Who gonna fall in love with this  not good looking person, no jewels and nothing to be proud off.
              And this feeling  still left unspoken. Waiting the right time to come. Now Garnet found somebody. And i found someone to loved. Garnet is happy and i am happy. The important is were friends and we are still together.

One Friend

                       We meet a lot friends. In school, cafeteria,in churches, in a bus, work or even in chatting. But have you realize the reality that we only need a few friends? Few but they are real. Few but we can easily lean on every time we need them. In sadness and even in our happiness. What is the worth of having a lot of friends if every time we are in trouble we cant look after them. We cant Talked every time we are in Heartache and pain. My point is find the the person who really see your worth. See you that you are worth loving, worth to be share some care and worth to be understand. Accepting you for what you are and who you are. Not someone who always criticizing your differences but treasuring you for being unique out of your being different.

Do you know who i really mean? Its our God the Father our friend who never leave us every time we fall. Every time we need his help. Every time we pray. He always there willing to listen our disappointment, heartache, discouragement and etc. He always wait for us when we back to him and a have time to talk.

Does true love exist?

I am a Man who doesn't believe in fairytale. Kissing a frog and become a prince, kissing a princess and give her life back and saving the princess from the huge dragon with her knight-shining armor. Things happen because of true love. Does true love really exist? 

In this modern world? In my opinion,its so rare. Why? because only few give worth from it. My bases? Let's talk about marriage..

1st key word.."For better and for worst"

-Couples united with love everything goes so easy and better from there first day of marriage. But month's came problems exist started with a small misunderstanding and ends with the worst decision.."divorce or annulment".

" for richer and for poorer "

- The Prince is in the unstable employee status the Princess is a housewives with three children sent in school. Living the world of satisfaction. Prince lost his job and cant support his family. The Princess needs security for the needs of the family..Bang!!! things explode..end with the poorer decision.."divorce or annulment".

"for sickness and for health"

 - Couples survive the two quest, but there child got sick with serious illness. The Prince still no job.The Princess got new suitor which is a businessman with high wage and lot of dollars.. even she still love his Prince but she need to save her child, Bang!!!! explode...end with malignant decision.."divorce or annulment".

"Till death do us part" 

-No death happen, Child is saved. the women married with the other wealthy King. Everything is gone.They got separated. And create another story.

Love is everywhere but it only depend to us how to govern it. Love is eternal. They are inspired messages, but the are temporary; There are gifts of speaking in strange tongues, but they will cease; There is knowledge, but it will pass. For our gifts of inspire messages are only partial; but when what is perfect comes, then what is partial will disappear.

The true source of love is God. We are nothing without him.

Just an opinion. No plan to argue.